1. |
The Dusk of Mankind
07:46
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At the front, like I was blind
A nightmare creeps into mind
Forthcoming dusk of mankind
They'll never more see daylight
Killing fast and dying slow
Never more the same old son
Only slayer without heart
has become your integral part
Tell me, please, God tell me
Tell me ‘bout my life
Tell me, well, God tell me
Tell me why we fight
Mind is dazed, you won't be free
A hero you don't want to be
The only sin was you were born
From this hell you won't return
Like the monsters
Like the fools
Buried there with deadly toys
Girls won't ever kiss their boys
Broken and alone you stayed
Cry for friends for whom you prayed
Forever inside your head
From this day until your death
Faceless body, blue-dead lips
A few inches from apocalypse
Death everywhere we cannot pass
I see it all through tinted glass
Filled with pain, I'm full of hate
Only flesh for their amusement
Just because they wish it all
I won't die in this fucking war
Save me, please, God save me
Save me from this war
Like the monsters
Like the fools
Buried there with deadly toys
Girls won't ever kiss their boys
Broken and alone you stayed
Cry for friends for whom you prayed
Forever inside your head
From this day until your death
Nothing left
They all fell
Never-ending rain of tears
Leaving you with blackened dreams
Lonely soul
Your scary role
What if they all forgot?
What if they all lied?
Broken and alone you stayed
Cry for friends for whom you prayed
Forever inside your head
From this day until your death
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2. |
Nightmare
06:48
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With the misery
With the suffering
I can't disconnect myself from this life I live in
With the injustice
And with the falsity
I can't deal with this bitter-cruel reality
In this body forsaken but longing for freedom
In this body paralyzed but trying to move on
In this life God denied me and let me live in hell
In this cell I'm trapped and held until the judgment day
In this body my life is undone
In this body a nightmare has come
With unhappiness
Evil and sadness
Is it curse or punishment or mercifulness?
With the violence
With intolerance
In this body imprisoned I question God's presence
In this body every cell is fading to schism
In this life I reject faith and turn to nihilism
In this prison all I’ve done makes no sense no more
In this nightmare my perception has locked up the door
In this body I'm stuck evermore
In this body a new day won't dawn
My life story, my last tale
Greater good or greater hell
No more tears are in my eyes
Now it's time to say goodbye
No more fear is in my heart
In this body
Everything's fallen apart
In this body
Let me now give up my fight
In this body, dust to dust
Choke this body
Choke this body, end it must
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3. |
Eternal Suicide
07:48
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My last day has come
My time here’s nearly gone
Tonight I’m gonna end it all
Falling down through the sky
I decided to die
My mind has become clear and I...
I expect the dark and silence of death
No hope for afterlife, no promise, no regret
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
What was I wishing for?
Wanted more and more
Nothing of that comes
Blindness in the eyes
I’m still falling underground
Why am I not dead yet?
No answers in my head
Illusions of life and I...
I expect the dark and silence of death
No hope for afterlife, no promise, no regret
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
What was I wishing for?
Now I dream no more
Emptiness and misery
Suffering and agony
Paradise or damnation
Is that it or just the next station?
Inner peace you’ll never find
The death you wished for is just in your mind
That darkness all around swallows you so fight the last fight
Did I have high hopes?
Did I have great expectations?
My body’s just flesh and bones
My soul is overfilled with hate
and worms in my brain eat my conscience and grief
Will I ever be able to sleep?
Trapped among the stars
A billion human lives and universes born and die
I can’t follow the way of light and years that passed away
It’s my eternal suicide
I expect the dark and silence of death
No hope for afterlife, no promise, no regret
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
What was I wishing for?
I don't wish anymore
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
Is there remorse in my head?
Just a bullet in my head
The line between life and death
Did I have high hopes?
Will I ever get rid of the pain?
Did I have great expectations?
It doesn’t matter after all
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4. |
Darkness of Mind
06:20
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There are thoughts deep in my head I would never tell
There are feelings I still hide dragging me to hell
Where's the way out of it all? Is it just the end?
Why must this have happened to me? This life I pretend
Endless pain goes through my mind and nothing makes sense
No one's hand will calm me down, I doubt the existence
Am I here or where am I? I don't really know
The last part of sanity has become my foe
I have been lost in myself, who can understand?
No one's help will save me now, so this is the end
Why cannot I not be sober?
Why cannot I start all over?
Lust is burning me
Life is cheating me
Death is calling me
The end is in my sight
Dead I am inside
The whole world is a lie
I wish I was high
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5. |
Diagnosis: Hatred
07:23
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Heavy blow just hit your life
Your world has turned upside down
Great sorrow in one heartbeat
Filled your broken mind
All cells in your body strained
Boundary between rage and desire melts
Balancing on the edge of self-control
Diagnosis: Hatred
The easiest way to kill the pain
Determine the guilty one
He can't even imagine
Hate names my archenemy
All cells in your body strained
Boundary between rage and desire melts
Balancing on the edge of self-control
Diagnosis: Hatred
Who are you to tell me?
How to live my life
Who are you to show me?
What is wrong and right
Appetite for revenge grows
And displaces sense of justice
Distorted mind like a puppeteer
who pulls the strings to sure disaster
What I've done don't bother me
I just want revenge
What I’ve felt is haunting me
Forever estranged
While walking to the gallows pole
With blood-covered hands
Neither innocent nor guilty
Was it worth revenge?
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6. |
Parallel Worlds
06:58
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I’m experiencing it all again but I don’t want to
Through everything I've ever been, through all I’ve known
To be born old and dying young
Parallel worlds collide
At the end of everything
At the beginning again
I damn thee god, let me go
Never free, never thou
I reject you, leave me be
We’re all cursed at purgatory
Living life the same way eternally
Infinite dreams and endless nights, thy prophecy
Leave me be, I damn thee
Never yours, never me
I’m a heretic, let me bleed
We’re all dazed by destiny
So let me stray from the creed
At the top of the sea
In the depth of the sky
At the start of space
At the end of all time
In the breath of the dead
My life turns upside down
In life, in death, the beginning of the end
Leave me be, I damn thee
Never yours, never me
Imprisoned in claws of ruthlessness and your lies
Jaws of emptiness, this path became my bride
To be born old and dying young
Parallel worlds collide
At the end of everything
At the beginning again
I damn thee god, let me go
Never free, never thou
I reject you, leave me be
We’re all cursed at purgatory
Leave me be, I damn thee
Never yours, never me
I’m a heretic, let me bleed
We’re all dazed by destiny and greed
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7. |
The Game
08:42
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You walked this way
This way to hell and back
Yet another long slog back till the end of days
You lived this life
A life so bittersweet
Let's look now to the eyes of fate and face reality
You played this game, no difference if once or hundred times
You hate it all with all its rules and all ups and downs
Searching for truth but the truth is hidden under lies
It's time to play once more until it sleeps, until it dies
The time has come and it's calling you
In your mind you have to choose
Time's running out, now it's up to you
Faith is no more, there's nothing to lose
In the end it's just a dream like a shadow on the wall
In the end you’re only human and off the edge you fall
In the end it's a lonely way and doesn't matter if you pray
In the end you wish for peace but you discover war again
In the end it's just a voice you're hearing only in your head
In the end it’s just a choice between life and death
In the end you are a puppet in this mysterious play
In the end you're seeking place to stay at the end of the day
In the end it's just a way
You'll never reach the sky
You may never know
Even if you get high
There is nowhere to go
In the end it's like a secret what we all are looking for
In the end it is a life, it's out of your control
In the end you're like a kid who pretends to be a man
In the end it is a gift, there's no reason to thank
In the end it’s all we know and there is nowhere else to go
In the end our rise doesn't matter because we always fall
In the end we're all the same and in the end we all must play
In the end it’s just a game but in this game we have to fail
You'll never reach the sky
You may never know
Even if you get high
There is nowhere to go
You’ll never win this game
No care how hard you play
No matter what you give
You can just try to live
From hell to heaven's door
From always to nevermore
Back from the sky to the flames of hell
In these flames you will burn
You'll never reach the sky
You may never know
Even if you get high
There is nowhere to go
You’ll never win this game
No care how hard you play
No matter what you give
You can just try to live
You'll never reach the sky
You may never know truth
Even if you get higher
There is nothing to choose
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8. |
Dying Alive
06:41
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I'm digging my grave a hundred yards underground in the dark
With my fingers without nails, with my fingers and my dirty thumbs
Hands full of soil, tomb made of dust, I feel the worms eating my guts
I cannot see, I cannot see, I cannot see, I'm buried alive
Buried alive
Buried by life
Burnout inside - A suicide
A long lost trust, lost faith, lost fight
Dying alive - Life's just a dream
Dying alive - Long needed sleep
Dying alive - I feel only pain
Peace that never came, that never came
I‘m building gallows of the wood, hands of blood, mouth full of mud
I‘m building gallows of the wood, the wood of the house, where I lived my life
Hanging by a rope of my own hair, like a rat, hood over head
I cannot breathe, I cannot breathe, I cannot breathe, I'm dying alive
Dead or alive
Dying for life
Dead I'm inside - A suicide
A long lost trust, lost faith, lost fight
Dying alive - Life's just a dream
Dying alive - Long needed sleep
Dying alive - I feel only pain
Peace that never came, that never came
I’m your nightmare, I’m your life
I’m the truth full of lies
I’m a lifeboat that sinks down
In your sleep you will drown
I’m the mirror of your pain
I will betray you like Cain
who's gone insane, who's gone insane
I'm the one for whom you pray
I’m the one who makes you pay
I'm pulling out the last ace
while I'm spitting in your face
I’m living your life
Dying alive - Life's just a dream
I'm almost gone - Dive into the stream
Of the life that never was
The life that never was
Of peace that never came
Peace that never came to me
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9. |
Behind Your Eyes
06:23
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The sun goes up, the sky is pale
The shadow's following my way
The sun goes down I can't escape
I am so happy, I’m so sad
I hear an echo in my head
Voices of those I used to know
So far away, so far away
That I cannot hear what they say
I cannot live, I cannot die
I don't remember who you are
I don't remember who I am
Is it a dream within a dream?
Is that a life that isn't real?
Is it you who weaves the lies?
Behind your eyes?
How to keep going?
How not to give up?
For a long time my life’s been fucked
I'm so worried
My faith’s in doubt
Torn apart ‘cause
All the gods are gone
Off the edge I'm thrown
It is like sleep but without rest
I feel like I'm living dead
I only want to be like you
Used to be happy, now you're scared
I became you and stole your fate
Hope's the only thing that’s left
You'll never see your face again
You have been trapped in an endless well
You cannot live, you cannot die
You don't remember who you are
You don't remember who I am
Is it a dream within a dream?
Is that a life that isn't real?
Is it you who weaves the lies?
Behind your eyes?
How to keep going?
How not to give up?
For a long time my life’s been fucked
I'm so worried
My faith’s in doubt
Torn apart ‘cause
All the gods are gone
Off the edge I'm thrown
All the shit I've done
In the tears I’ll drown
Nothing to save me from this hell
No one can tell me who I am
Nothing to save me from myself
No one can see my face again
I'm so worried
My faith’s in doubt
Torn apart ‘cause
All the gods are gone
Off the edge I'm thrown
All the shit I've done
In the tears I’ll drown
All the gods are gone
I am falling down
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10. |
Taboo
13:16
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Thrashing Machine Prague, Czech Republic
Thrashing Machine is a progressive/ alternative metal band from Prague, Czech Republic.
Releases:
Disease Called Human Mind (2017)
Parallel Worlds (2022)
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