Eternal Suicide

from Parallel Worlds by Thrashing Machine

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lyrics

My last day has come
My time here’s nearly gone
Tonight I’m gonna end it all
Falling down through the sky
I decided to die
My mind has become clear and I...

I expect the dark and silence of death
No hope for afterlife, no promise, no regret
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
What was I wishing for?
Wanted more and more

Nothing of that comes
Blindness in the eyes
I’m still falling underground
Why am I not dead yet?
No answers in my head
Illusions of life and I...

I expect the dark and silence of death
No hope for afterlife, no promise, no regret
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
What was I wishing for?
Now I dream no more

Emptiness and misery
Suffering and agony
Paradise or damnation
Is that it or just the next station?
Inner peace you’ll never find
The death you wished for is just in your mind
That darkness all around swallows you so fight the last fight

Did I have high hopes?
Did I have great expectations?
My body’s just flesh and bones
My soul is overfilled with hate
and worms in my brain eat my conscience and grief
Will I ever be able to sleep?

Trapped among the stars
A billion human lives and universes born and die
I can’t follow the way of light and years that passed away
It’s my eternal suicide

I expect the dark and silence of death
No hope for afterlife, no promise, no regret
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
What was I wishing for?
I don't wish anymore
What was I living for?
What did I dream before?
Is there remorse in my head?
Just a bullet in my head
The line between life and death

Did I have high hopes?
Will I ever get rid of the pain?
Did I have great expectations?
It doesn’t matter after all

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from Parallel Worlds, released September 23, 2022

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Thrashing Machine Prague, Czech Republic

Thrashing Machine is a progressive/ alternative metal band from Prague, Czech Republic.

Releases:
Disease Called Human Mind (2017)
Parallel Worlds (2022)